I have entered into a new phase of my life. It has been 7 months since i lost Ruth and i tried dating. So far i have gone out with 4 women. 1 of them more than once. As it has been years since i have dated, it is hard for me to tell if it is going good. i would assume that it isn't.
I took some advice to be myself and it seems to shock some women. Oh well, if they don't like it, they can take their ass down the road.
one lady had enough meds in her purse to start a pharmacy. When she told me what she was taking, i told her i had to go. Not interested.
One lady could out drink me and liked to wrestle. That would have been fun but i got scared.
One lady didn't Hablo very well and i simply don't have the desire to say everything 2 or 3 times.
The last lady is where i may have made my mistake. I took her to a friends party where i was being a little too celebratory i reckon. The question now is how do you get the shit back in the horse?
Either my heart or my head isn't into it so i really don't care. For some reason it just doesn't matter to me. Oh well, i guess i will have to wait and see what happens.
The other night we all went out to this little dive bar to hang out. I woke up in bed the next morning wearing nothing but a pair of women's undergarments. Not sure what happened but it looked like i had fun. Just kidding, really, Not.