I once wrote a post that all Love ends in Heart ache. The person you Love either dies or leaves you. I have experienced that heartache. I came home from work on Tuesday night, 1-29-08, and found my wife had passed away. I have to tell you that at that exact moment, i felt my life shift course to a different heading.
Everyone ask me how i feel and how am i doing. How i feel is simple. I feel like a lost a major piece of my soul. It is an empty lonely feeling. How am i doing? About as good as could be expected i reckon.
Making the funeral arrangements wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Actually it was easier than i thought. Just time consuming. I did loose it when i went through her closet to pick out her clothes and her jewelery box for her jewelery. That was probably the hardest.
I find myself pacing a lot. The dogs sit at the door and wait patiently for her return. I find myself standing there looking for I don't know what.
Her Obit can be viewed at www.npwelch.com
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God Ray, I'm so sorry.
I'll be praying for you.
Man oh man. No words fit and sorry seems so insubstantial.
God Bless.
Ray--
Words from me won't help. You have my prayers.
MC
I had no idea. I'll be praying for you, Ray.
Thanks Guys. Mostly Cajun, John is here and he helped a lot. We buried her today so tonight isn't looking to good. Thanks for your prayers.
Ray
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